I am sorry for not being able to write anything for the past couple of days. I had a lot of routing stuff on my calendar. The last week was not much of happiness, but I tried to stay uplifted. I stayed out of depression, however, it was not easy.
Some of my friends constantly experience depression. It is a chronicle mood disorder. Frustration, sadness, loss interfere with everyday life for a long period of time. It is a serious medical illness. I can't tell you exactly the percentage of people affected by this illness, but it is not a small amount of people for sure.
I am not a doctor or scientist, but I am 100% sure, depression kills you physically and mentally. I experienced this feeling before. I was totally devastated a couple of years ago when I lost my job, and didn't know what to do. I had no money to buy food or pay rent. I lost everything at that moment...
Despite it, times changed, and looking back then... I admit It was a pretty challenging time I had to pass by. "At first wait won't get it on the plate... You gonna have to work for it harder and harder..." I hope I gained this lesson.
Despite last week I experiences some issues in my life, I continue to move on and create. Write now I am working on my new song "Step towards my future." It sounds promising in my head, and I hope to get the best feed backs from my listeners by the end of recording. ;)
So, for those of you who are depressed, I suggest to look around. This life is full of opportunities. Even though it can be overly tough... It is our life... We haven't chosen it.
Stay strong, my friends.