I hate when you talk to other girls

I hate when you talk to other girls,
I hate when you smile at them,
I hate when they call you;
And I hate myself for loving you.

But you don’t know about this,
Because it is a secret,
I didn’t tell it to anyone;
I kept it for a long time.

I am just a girl,
So I hide this feeling,
And I don’t want to break our friendship,
I don’t want to end it useless.