Sometimes, its hard being in a situation wherein you have so much things to do, work, school and homework, these things would just get in the way (well they're needed if you want to be successful). But sometimes, you also don't have time for yourself, to relax and enjoy. Especially to be a fangirl to your kpop idols like going to concerts and such.
Well, I believe that the right time will come where I can do these things on my own. But now is not just the right time. SCHOOL FIRST GUYS.