You were born to win. Use your energy to find solutions instead of blaming anyone else. Let go of your exuses and give yourself a pass. Take responsibility and ownership of your life. You are greater than your circumstances. You have a power to put your life in a different position.
Remind yourself that your are intelligent, talented and greater than anything that you have gone through. Tell yourself to, "Its time to change". Move forward with, you will get everything; you look for, you search for, when there is a passion there are definitely number of opportunities, you got to trust yourself.