lonely !!!!!   i dont afraid

i think only need to love more, smile more, share more, and then empty feeling will be filled

 

Before, I was afraid of loneliness. Both the kind of lonely being alone or lonely when middle my friends

I was afraid to be alone in a closed room. I'm afraid of feeling lonely in the crowd, as people happily laughing . I was afraid, very afraid of loneliness. After this, I started crying because of loneliness

"Why?" - I asked myself then start blaming circumstances or feelings, but fate seems all the reasons I cited are just a cover for the biggest reason is a belief crumbles dent and a heart for suffering.

What to do here? I asked myself. There should open my heart, to love more, smile more, share more, then empty feeling will be filled and loneliness will disappear