're Okay, How about you?

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Remember love him, or you think that if the latter no longer together again, you will fumble with his or her grief. I was outside the girls proved too strong, too tough, can do it all without recourse to anyone, and thinking that they are "super human". So in love with him, or did you rely on him so much.

"Brother, my home was broken bulbs before", "My brother, the fan does not spin anymore suddenly," "dear, I'm so tired I did not touch anything anymore" ... it seems like I always referred to him as so, also referred to his tired, upset and called him, and called him weak ... he does not care because it's not a headache anymore.

I will not do what adults. Do adults are not allowed to coddle, fussy, as adults they will have to take good care of yourself, it's okay, as adults they will be faced with a pile of bills and always have to witness proving that his outstanding skills too. That you really only need to have a boyfriend like him is enough.

It's going well you proud, not because he earns more money, but because he is extremely hard, it's not because he gallant, handsome but because he made ​​me feel like I always safest . But then I just thought, this world outside the family, I just added you.

So that one day you still have to realize, my world without you, everything still seemed full enough ... I thought the scene I do not love you anymore, I'll probably ugly, will struggle, will not be myself anymore. Yet they reason than I thought, though at times, I thought I had the extreme loneliness.

I was fine, and you?
I was okay, every morning waking up, hair tousled, wearing steal limbs rush to work, forget about reading habits open the phone message of "old fans" in every dawn.
I was fine, still trying noon shambles eating in the hot sun, afternoon or still wandering the streets idly, while still prefer winter monsoons and woolen scarf.
I was okay, I still regularly meet friends, they matchmaking it for you guys different wedding and told in no time, old already.
I was fine, still occasionally chatted with a few guys, also flirting, dating, but do not love ...

Strangely, people were surprised when we broke up, because the kids all day thinking two paired together not leaving any minute now that that each went their separate ways.
Strangely, there are many things in life though, but still do not want to, though not many people away, but then have to leave forever.
Strangely, every message, every call reminders, security departments, and all new yelled that flight times where it was. In this world there are many strange things, but then also have to accept, sir.

This afternoon I sat at the end of the Alley, the cafe he frequented most or the day before. Looks like he was busy, he can also change their habits then, you wait forever but each passing day, he has never had to.
This afternoon with the couple sitting side by side, the old white daisy flowers swayed in the wind, I find loneliness to infinity.
This afternoon, I found myself much wrong, just wanted to hug him ...



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