Recently i read "the alchemist" by Paul Roberto and i must say that what a thought process this man has got...
"If a person wants something truly by heart,then the whole universe conspires to get that for him"-this thing touched my heart.
God has created us,and at that time of making he has set the whole life story of every human being..We are just playing our part in it by the book and if fed up by our daily schedule we really desire for something,then he opens the opportunity for us but at the same time creates an ultimate test to check whether we are capable of what we desire
It is upon us,that we really want that thing or not.It is mostly that when we are close to eliminating those challenges and winning our part,we lose all our hope.Those who doesn't lose hope no matter what ,are the winners.
If we have a true desire,than no matter how many days we have bunked or wasted in doing something unfruitful,our heart makes us remember the desire again and again.I a way god makes us remember.He wants to give us everything we desire ,but not in free.As then we won't value the thing,and this is mostly true.
He(god) is always with us,in our soul no matter what happens.he directs us in the right path though according to us delay might happen,but he never does bad things.There's always good in what happens in our daily lives.Sometimes an obstacle may come in our path,and we think that what had he done..I was to finish this job today.But it's only for the better.You really don't know what misfortune might happen.
It is love that creates in us a desire to live,no matter what our living conditions are.
Heaven and Hell both are on earth.It's only our way of perception that matters.If a person is contended with his life,though it may not be providing him rich but then also satisfied,then wants to live as much as he can,then he is living through his heaven...
If on the other hand,he has no love and desires to die,than this world has become a hell for him.And he justs want to end this life,So that he/she can reincarnate again into some other personality..
Acc. to me,after death every soul is judged by his good and bad workings in the past life..he/her soul is than divided depending upon the good and bad workings of him...if more bad is there ,than the soul is divided into more number of parts and each part takes us a life form whose life -good or bad depends upon his previous life workings..
In the book,the person dream was to roam and learn about as many places as he can,so,he decide to be a shepheard...but god is always looking on us,he knew that being a shepherd his true desire is not being fulfilled.So,by giving him a bait of treasure,he made him seek new places fulfilling one part and on the other hand ne never tell lies,he wanted him to get the treasure but only through hard work and dedication.
Only after that a person understands it's true value and puts that to good use..

when i gave my JEE paper,i got struck on one question in the maths paper of 6 marks and on that i wasted 30 min instead of max 5 minutes that i should have given him.That costed me the loss of 6 integer choice questions totaling about 24 marks and they were damn easy.If then i would have done the right thing,i would have got a rank of arnd 800 and not this textile branch..
I blamed god for that,though it was my own fault..But,everything happens for a reason.There is always something better kept for us,if we didn't get what we desire..