At a certain point when you thought that you have everything and you need nothing else. And all of a sudden, you woke up and the realities that secured you for a moment suddenly bites and you see that all of what you thought you had will make you feel complete, happy and contented. Everything that you have that is tangiable and can be seen, touched, even smell suddenly made you feel empty? That the people who you expect to love you back all of a sudden disappointed you and your expectations towards them. It is hard to face that reality coz i have experienced it myself. I have this thin bubble of comfort zone and all I ever did is to make sure that I give all my time, effort and love to make sure it is secure and it is well protected and will never be dented by any factor outside of that bubble. And the overwhelming feeling of positive thoughts and emotion made me forget that there is something else more important than what i have.. That i have forgotten to thank the Mighty One who blessed me with all of what i have. I kept submerged in the sea of overflowing abundance and that when that hole of emptiness hit me, it was too late. I was drowning. I was crying for emotional help and nobody was there until i looked up and saw the answer. That whenever i feel down, i know I can always look up and seek for Him, His love and acceptance. The only source that will fill up every empty space in my heart and my life. And i have no other choice but to be lifted up higher and higher. I dont need to be submerged in that sea of earthly abundance to feel that contentment because His love is more than enough to keep me drenched all the time with his unconditional love and forgiveness.