Your walking around empty the seem as if your soul wasn’t even in your body you completely automate your behaving erratically disabled not sure if any of these things are going to really improve anyone else’s life because the only thing you’ve done with her people it seems as if you want to continue to her people to is like you driven to be a horrible person and I'm not necessarily sure if I went to be able to be here for you if you can continue to behave in this manner. When things go forward I’m not necessarily sure when to be able to look back and understand what life has been about.