watashi no kimochi

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Ah, in my head, I’m fantasizing the ideal escape from reality
Doesn’t matter which world it is now… Making friends
Bothered by the mocking stares that say, “You’re a lonely fellow”
So, we gathered on the surface…
While we thought that was enough~

 

They’ll appear saying this and that, it’s a gathering
Of unbelievable people
My pace gets messed up, it’s getting to my head!
Especially that hateful piece of meat!
Hiding the anxiety in my chest, I think I’m being indecisive
My heart, I can’t tell him, am I the unfortunate one?
I’ll shove all the pent-up emotions aside today!

Ah, I’m feeling giddy and seeing stars, please freeze the past
I won’t dash out every day and start flirting casually
But annoying fellows come and bother me, they stick to me
Now, my irritation level is rising…?! Finally
I couldn’t take it anymore and said, “Don’t push your lu~ck!”

I didn’t need any friends, I came all the way here forcefully
At my pace, being treated like air was good enough
Precious memories are painful…
I wish you’d hold the key to my heart and ask me about it
Your heart, your memory fragments… Is she the unfortunate one?
I’ll leap across my irritation today!

Feelings that I haven’t revealed to anyone
Soon, they’ll have nowhere to go
Yet, I can’t do anything about it
Storming around, stomping my feet in frustration!

Bothered by the mocking stares that say, “You’re a lonely fellow”
So, we gathered on the surface…
While we thought that was enough~
Are we actually getting serious about this?

They’ll appear saying this and that, it’s a gathering
Of unbelievable people
My pace gets messed up, it’s getting to my head!
Especially that hateful piece of meat!
Clang, clonk, the resounding noises, I think I’m being indecisive
My heart, I can’t tell him, am I the unfortunate one?
I’ll shove all the pent-up emotions aside today!

I left behind the heart of a girl on that day
And I’ve regretted it ever since
Hurry, I need to find my heart that is lost on its way

 

 


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