when do you want to go your home, your parent?

With me really: when i have trouble, have sadness. i miss my home

m parents call  Phone "when do you go home?" i often answer: "next week" or "when i have free time" . however really:  i have trouble, sad. i go home

when i happy, i dont miss home. i often go out with my lover, play game, read book, see film.

But when i have trouble, sadness. I remember that: i have my home to come back. its really happy and warm.

when i have no fair play by my friend, my work have trouble. i call phone for my parents: "mom, can i go home have dinner and sleep ?" 

i always go home with feeling failed