I'm putting on my hair pin

When you came in.

Our eyes met,

Hearts' without being set.

 

A year passed until we became friends.

You're heart's still unmend

From a broken heart,

Taking away your life's art.

 

We followed each other on social media and all.

Exchange numbers, text and call.

We study in the library together,

Extending regards to each other.

 

We became close.

My heart's froze,

Whenever you are hurt

Because you always play carelessly in the basketball court.

 

You always tends to worry me.

It seems as though you really want me to be.

And it really is, it does.

That's why I always make a fuss.

 

There, my friends starts to tease me having crush on you.

And as if I wanted to,

My mind starts to think about such possibility.

And there everything begins to doubt me.

 

You are cute, dark and tall.

A guy possible to be liked by all.

You are good at sports too.

And I wanted to be a good leader just like you.

 

You are so sweet.

You also really loves to eat (a lot).

You know me too well

And cares for me as well.

 

Whatever you say,

It makes me shiver in a good way.

You always makes me feel loved

And I know it's odd.

 

Thinking of the possibility of falling in love with you,

Is something in mind, I already had said "no"

Because you are a close friend's ex-boyfriend,

And I don't want to ruin my relationship with my friend.

 

I know everyone will judge me if I do,

Because they all are still rooting for the both of you,

And honestly I do too.

And I know you like that possibility too.

 

I am aware that my feelings for you is growing

And I just want to not mind anything,

But the moment I told myself, "Stop, please no."

Is also the moment I realized I already have fallen deeply for you.

 

Everything for me becomes awkward.

I can't even talk to you forward.

And there, I guess, you already know.

That I have this feeling and so.

 

I don't know if you feel the same too,

I guess you don't and I don't wanna ask you.

I'm not interested at all,

Because I just want to end this, that's all.

 

For your sugar-coated actions

That seems to have a potion

And is pushing me into the pit towards you,

I'm thankful for it, I do.

 

But I guess I'll have to end it all here,

For everything to be peaceful  and clear,

No issues,

And that'll surely benefit you.

 

Although it would be hard,

I decided to take a huge step backward.

And before everything,

For the last time, I want to tell you something.

 

I really do like you a lot.

But it's just that I don't hold this story's plot.

I'll never ever regret having this feeling towards you,

And I'm forever grateful for meeting such a great man like you.