These days without you, the sun was so beautiful, seemingly impossible things that now take place in the most natural way, the most quiet.
This morning I woke up, took a deep breath a little, light jacket and shirt sitting on a chair welcome early sunshine. Sunny mild wool chilly breeze. Not a busy street traffic hours. A sip of hot tea in peace weird show ...
The most painful moments, moments of extreme vulnerability found, they hushed softly closed eyes. They say our bodies are very smart. Listen to what your body wants and needs to do something before we decide on. Do not hurry when mixed feelings and deadlock. You are forever, is forever. Finally, get out, you and I are two independent individuals in this world, no one is entirely of one half. So was it worth the loss to discard them good things in life?
Open your eyes and breath. Exhaled breath deep chest. I'm free!
Freely do what they like. I will spend time rearranging his small room. It needs more tidy, a few pots and a new cream-colored curtains. Written green pieces of paper, pink, yellow, orange ... with the lovely little shapes. New date will know how much better!
Did you know, you still got time, I was busy with the planning of two and spent too much time taking care of him. He is a spiral book intends to separate them from the beginning. At this point, I'm turning over the pages of the notes. It's covered in dust and begrime corner cabinets. I picked up the phone, scheduled for a language course and register for classes at the gym pm daily.
I have a new part-time job. It is in a small French bakery hiding under the shadow of ancient trees. I love watching the multi-layered cake with blue, cool white. Winding circles and tiny particles sprinkled on the cake.
Static space here with the romantic French music. There is a man and a woman holding hands sitting table side window. They were so happy. Light streaks of sunlight bouncing on her lips. Smile of autumn.
I met some old friends. Sitting on the balcony looking straight out at the café Dinh Hoan Kiem Lake. Evening lights Hanoi wafting colors. Sparkling and magical! The story says laughter crap, old memories conjured. Everything's still familiar. I just can not.
I will put neatly on the bedside book and enjoy it before bedtime. I'll fall asleep without noticing and not even think about him in that endless night ...
No he did not star. Life is beautiful and goes on like that. These relationships are ambiguous and must be stopped. I reward myself happy day month called Freedom!
