Love is a plain word that cannot be explained by any different language or action it is thru feeling that we all understand. Insecurity, on the other hand is feeling the guilt of not having anything.

 

I actually arrive on this blog sincerely because i think many people experience what i have been feeling lately. It started when i have a job as an accounting staff in the company who then the very first firm who hired me. It was very easy for me to be gentle in my actions as i seem to be always am. After like 1 year i found myself thinking "what do i really want", then i thought of leaving my job but because of a lot of issues in my department i wasn't able to do so. I have been the apple of the eye of all my works mate prior to me being new to them fresh is what they call. I thought that i should give myself a shot to mingle and since i am single; that was then i learn to love my job since everybody recognize me. I am the "lady of the night" on our christmas party. I felt that people will love me for being who i am and not judging me by my looks.

Its 2 years now when i started my job i got promoted specifically assistant to out department supervisor. Thus, the negative side of it is when i have nothing to think of or shall i say i forgot grooming myself; i thought that everything is as smooth as it can be. I just find myself wondering why i became too serious in my job that i forgot to live my life to the fullest.

I have a lot of friends to start with, i got a lot of admirers. I have a nice and sexy body but because of my career i certainly forgot that i am just in my 20's but i look old because of stress. I just then understand myself hating or being insecure to newbies in our company because i then forgot my part of having my life out of work.

Then now i am trying to lift myself up. Try to gain everything i lost. This is me regretting my mistakes taking things too much serious and learning that the best way to recover/restore everything is to believe in yourself, learn to love what you have and cherish what you still have. Looks can be deceiving and if you have this asset then live by it.

 

 

 

 

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