Had a few nightmares end of last year. Those bad dreams still hunting me, then I realize it wasn't a dream it is really happening. I lost my job, lose a partner, got behind with so many bills. Then my son had an accident. 

I thought it was all just a dream. I told to myself I just need to close my eyes then this will all stop. This dream will end once I open my eyes...

But reality slapped me.  This isn't a dream these is all happening. 

Felt alone and pitied myself. Then God awakens me. Yah, I need to go on with my life. I have children to feed and take care of. I need to be strong for I have Lord God Jesus. I have friends and children, I need to wake up everyday and be thankful for I have all the beautiful people around me and this is not yet the end but this is the start of something new.