I think of you nearly everyday. I acnnot help but sit and reflect on the beautiful memories every day at some point. Sometimes those memories keep me going. They get me through the day.

I would like to say that life can go on each and every day. However, it simply is too difficult at times. I must sit alone and remember. I still want to cry occasionally, hoever, it is difficult at times and the tears will not fall.

When I do get out, I cannot enjoy life too much. I must say that I do try. But, try is a big word. It seem no one understands. It seems I haveno one who has ever been there.

However, I know once upon a time you were there. I think you are the only person who everreally knew me. I think you are the one who taought me the most in my life. 

I miss you; yeaterday, today, tomorrow, always.