Its a modern fairy tale..no happy endings..no wind! and no sail! 

life? what is life? to survive? or to live? because all i  can see here is people roaming around like a living dead .. fake smile .. fake promises .. fake tears .. fake love .. the only thing that is real in here is money.

i guess life is not that easy as i thought it would be.. i grew up alone with a hope that everything gonna be alright one day but now i sometimes ask my self that is there gonna be the day i lived for? 

 

i guess this is my biggest fear now.. because i loosing my hopes.. the strength i once have.. 

People think that im un human like them.. i cant be like them. i have a heart that beats. dreams that i wanna live. i have a heart that can feel the pain they are baring.. do they have a heart like that too? or its just a heart that pumping blood? 

i wish i could get the answers of the question i have from my whole life. I WISH