Dear....

You are the only one make me feel ..... different. Just I know it, why you don't feel like me. In your eyes, maybe I am just your .... normal friend but in my heart, you look like my only bestfriend or my .... lover. But another people say lover, that means 2 person like eachother. My lover not like that. I don't know : will you be my future ? I just want to know : are you love me ... now ??? Everytime I see you, I try to be nice but with me, you just look so .... cold. I know it doesn't just I think you are the special one. Somepeople like you,too . I don't jealous or hate those people because I know them feel hurt like me . I want to know what do you think about .... love . Does it the most beautiful or the most sweet thing in your heart ? When do you love ? Do you feel like me ? Can you tell me ??? I feel happy because you, feel sad because you. I want to scream because you , want to cry because you . I just try to make you happy, but you just make me feel so suffer . What can I do ? Can you tell me ? Should I tell you : " I love you so much ? " What can happen if you say don't like me ? Will I suffer ? Will my heart broken ? Will the world break out ? I think the answer is .... yes !? I am so scared . I always take my eyes on you, want you be care about me but you never do that . I want to stay near you, stand near you, sit near you, do everything near you , my mouth just want to open to call your name , this is the cool name I ever hear because it's your name . I never feel like that, I never thought love will be the most important thing . I said : " Love is not important like that. Why people want to love . i don't need love ". Now I know I was .... wrong . Until I see you , I am ... Unlove . I don't what more , just want you can let me be the one little more than friend .... just little . I just want you can give me a gift, it can be not so splendid, so beauti. It can be simple let me can always remember you . Your voice is always around my head . I can say you are a hotboy, everybody ( boy and girl ) always stay around you. Want to be near you , it not an easy thing. You are a perfect one . But , say perfect, I am entire ... NOT . But I can change , I can change all things for you . Just need to tell me : What I have to do ? I always hope you will say with me : " I LOVE YOU "But I know , that just in my dream and it is my dream .... 4ever . But that is my only perfect dream . Someday, I dream about you , those dream and all things about you , I will never forget ....... never ........ ever ......... 4ever .......... Finally, I want to say to you : "I love you very much","Do you love me?", "Do you want to marry me?"

I am looking forward to your answers.

Your love