Hang on for a while and look around
You'll notice everything is so vague
You get this feeling that you are living an illusion
And that you'll pass from this particular stage onto the next real soon
You remember once your life was far beautiful than it could ever be
You were in perfect form of yourself and you stood where you always dreamt to be
but slowly your existence in the place turned questionable
You fought, struggled hard to make it defined and the moment you were closest to all your answers, nature started turning things upside down, bringing the worst of your fears in front of you
Then, you encountered chaos, devastation
It appeared to be killing at first but after some time you felt at home with it.
The moment you realized you couldn't settle for anything less than this, circumstances din't stay in your favor again and snatched this comforting wilderness from you too.
Now when you stand here,
left all null, devoid or maybe null void, now when everything that meant the whole to you has been taken away
Hang on for a while and look around
You'll notice everything is so vague...