Who Was It With?
Adam
When Did You Realize It was Love?
When the silence between us wasn't awkward
What Did It Feel Like?
The most amazing feeling ever. You always have them on your mind, even their name makes you smile. You just get a warm fuzzy feeling in your entire body. From head to toe.. You count down the days to when you're going to next see them. You get butterflies when you see them.
What Happened Next?
We liked each other from when we first met.. but we never got together until 3 years later, and we went to a concert together that's when he finally said he loved me.. We were together for about 7 months, I always used to go to his house for tea, his parents were lovely, they'd treated me like the daughter they never had, I always went to his band's gigs, he was the drummer in a band, he always used to sing songs to me on his guitar too.. He always used to talk about getting married, we were only 15 at the time, we never had sex. He always used to tell me he loved me more, more than anything, and we were going to last forever.. He broke up with me when we were 3 months into our relationship, but it wasn't a horrible breakup.. Bless him, he cried his eyes out, saying he didn't want to lose me, and he loved me very much. But the reason why he broke up with me is because he thought it wasn't fair on me that I hardly ever saw him because he was busy with his band stuff.. He walked me home and said sorry, two hours later he rang me up saying he needed me, and he was very sorry and he called himself a dick. But about 2 months later we had an argument, and we broke up again.. Then we got back together then we just kept breaking up again, then getting back together then breaking up.
But now he has a new girlfriend, I'm not jealous I'm just hurt.
And I still love him.
Lessons Learned
- It's nice to think your ex misses you and still loves you, but getting back together with them doesn't always last. But everyone deserves a second chance.
- Don't be afraid to fall in love, it's the most amazing feeling in the world
