The horrible feeling my guts are telling me.But that moment,the moment when he,my first ever best friend turned his back.Forgetting all his promises.

Am I that difficult to understand?Am I, that hyper to the point that I irritated him?Am I that heavy for him to longer his patience?

I should've cried that time..why? I didn't expected that in a blink of an eye,all of our memories were thrown by him.I should've cried,in that way he'd see those flashbacks are treasures to me.I should've cried,in that way,he'd still be here..beside me