Keep going -My diary

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This period of 1 year ago, threw himself into the work, into all activities can be done, can take part, spared no efforts had no time to think about that I'm afraid to think. At the same time, my work, not just because like, because that is passionate about wanting to have a reason to avoid a problem.
8 months ago, I stopped, more float, wedged himself into the place where you recall now, that has long since established himself no more ties, has long been said no to anyone, had long does not help anyone and no one to help, have long, many people no longer look to me as bags of cotton opine, feels a bit ... Sad but useless. But, this time, to help me understand the feeling of a girl falling in love, feeling love and think for themselves at a loss when romance is not smooth. Then I realized, I was not the reason, as previously thought.
So the vicious cycle about love, friendship, but after a few months, I like to turn into one another daughter, or tired of themselves, expressing personal feelings too much. Indeed, there are times when I become bored with ourselves and think of ourselves.  
My first love, fun, happiness and many new experiences as possible, but it made ​​me sit in one long line cars, the seats jolt that I could not stay floating, swaying, spinning drunk drunk dial wanted to scream to please stop the car to escape, but where the soft smooth, gently fall asleep easily, lost in dreams gentle and always have a smile that I like, and it's a long-term path forward little more, as long as possible ...
I have many friends and good friends, but then, when someone needs one, it turned out no one at all, want to think about first names to console myself, but the only incident that made ​​me feel funny more only.
How many months "his pack again," but realized too many things. Also good. Regarded as the lesson is experience. Love, friendship, intimacy, love people ... love always has 2 sides you both just got out or not?
Maybe I am with the "treadmill", with the "movement" fill any voids their own or at least, it will help me relax a bit on the soul ...  
Probably should live life alone, Ha Brother
Hanoi, Mar 20th, 2014 Raining



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