It will start with "If I'm gone..." I really hate people saying goodbye like we will never see them again. Old folks often do this especially our love ones. My father just give me one the other day. He wants me to do something for him. Like he said, he is asking me to do it now before he will die. I know we should respect the request of the dead people but request of the living is another issue. Goodbye speeches of the living is very eerie to me and I don't like it a bit. I don't want to hear it, it just breaks my heart. A part of me don't want to the things my father asked and another part of me wants to do it before its too late. I don't want my father to be gone now, not now. I just can't handle it yet if ever.